Thank you, Michael. I do know
Russell – Russell gave me hope in some very tough times – Russell never gave up
on me, even when I thought I had no hope to keep on living. It was really
hard for me to walk up to him too, though it was all I was looking forward to.
I chose to ride solo on Saturday – For
70 miles I thought about getting back in time to see Russell so I could tell
him that I pray for him every day – and tell him to keep on fighting!
Over and over I thought about how
this type of accident could happen to any one of us. I fought my own
personal battles, first, breast cancer, seven years later, multiple
myeloma, terminal bone marrow cancer -- two bone marrow transplants – But
by some miracle, I am not only alive, but in the two percentile of surviving my
situation. I rode for Russell – I climbed for Russell and kept
thinking of how I wanted to make him happy – and he would be so thrilled
to see all the riders who showed up for HIM.
I did not want to miss seeing
Russell!! I knew I had to be back by 12:30. Ride faster,
Cheryl!
That may not be a big ride for most
of the LG riders, but that was the longest ride I have ever ridden alone
- I cried a lot of tears on Saturday.
The highlight was when I finally had eye
to eye contact with Russell and he smiled and moved his lips and whispered
“thank you” when I said, “I pray for you every night” -
Please know, my LG friends, most of whom are strangers, that I thank you from
my heart for what you all did on Saturday. It was a life-changing
day for me -- and I am sure for Russell -- And I am sure lot of you who
know and love Russell, or don’t know him, but still showed up him. I won’t
forget those minutes with Russell, the hope in his eyes, the look
on his face- It will never leave my mind, and in a good way.
He is a fighter like I have never seen. He is one heck
of good guy -- Who knows what the kind of support you all
gave him on Saturday might do. The mind is a powerful
place. A place we can believe and dream for the good.
As said earlier, this was a ride for a
fallen rider and not a race. I had over four hours to reflect
on how grateful I am for my life and how grateful I am to have had that
opportunity, that day, with my bike, with fellow riders, and mostly FOR OUR
FRIEND RUSSELL – I had the opportunity to say, “keep fighting” – we all had the
opportunity to show another human being that WE care! What a gift.
I am still emotional about it,
obviously. I just wanted to chime in on this thread to say thank you
all. La Grange is great group, with a solid foundation
of riders who give hope. Riders who deliver meals to those in need
and, from what I see a lot of charity. The few people I personally
know in this group are people I respect and look up to very
much. You know who you are! I am proud to be a small
part of this group.
Maybe next year Russell will be with us
on the ride – I know that I am glad I never gave up hope when doctors told me I
had six months to live in 1995.
Peace
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